Fake

i promised myself i'd never do it again.
i swore i wouldn't let this feeling win.
but i guess i didn't.
ive never felt this way
its a crazy wish, a hopeful tear
when im with you, gone are my fears.
theres so much i want to say
all that you are is breathtaking to me
you've got that smile
that melts me to my core.
even though ive never felt so right
i can't help but wonder
is it worth opening that door
yet theres no way of knowing
it could change it all
all you'd have to do is let me fall
to drown in disappointment
im bouncing on this roller coaster
disappearing between my hope and worry.
ive surrendered it all
the highest of stakes
even if for just a moment
please don't be that fake.